So uhm.

Life is Death. and Death is a new beginning

What does it Begin? Endless movie of your life so you can suffer for all eternity?!

After Love you have death right. So When do I die?

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I want to die. It's True, if your happy, you're going to be sad, but you'll be happy again...

So I was happy.. and now i'm sad... when am I going to be happy again?!

I'll be happy when he's ready to commit

I'll be happy when he talks to me

I'll be happy when he tells me he loves me first and i can say "I love you too"

::sighs::

everyone is so much happier than me.

am i the only one who will be 20 still dating the same guy and not engaged or even have a promise ring?!

I'm scared i'll lose him. I know i'm being stupid. but nothing has really improved... except that we are happy more.

but will it ever happen?

i really really really hope so

last nite was honestly the worst ever.

I cried so much.

I love him soo much and i'm afraid that i'll lose him and i don't want to. I can't take losing another person. ::sighs::

and usually when we get in fights i know things will be ok at the end..... but this time. I'm not so sure... I think he's actually gonna leave me.....

I'm so scared

Is there really a point to life?!

At one point in time I thought there was.

then i thought i've found mine..

but now i'm not so sure of it anymore... ::sighs::